Pink-Frog( dont read this)

The worst is the waiting, In this world im Suffocating, I feel your prescence filling up my lungs with oxygen... Well I have something to blog about for once, but the one I know will read this is the one that I dont want them to see. Well I thought I was over something that was going on in my life, it turns out that I was wrong. People have been telling me that
if you look for something you wont find it, Its funny because I was not looking for this and I definetly did not want this to happen. You see she has a boyfreind and as much as I hate to say it hes not a bad boyfreind. Wich for me is bad and good at the same time. On one hand she is happy, on the other im not. I need to learn to let go I guess but going to the same school and all well it tends to complicate things. Another thing I dont ike is knowing that even if they do break up its gonna be a while before she gets into another relationship, and in a year and a half she will no doubt go to university leaving us behind because on a weekly basis I get told how bad cold lake is... Wich also means that if they do end I still do not have a chance... Im wondering to myself if ill ever have a chance, Shes the greatest and meens alot to me and right now i just dont know what to do... Anyways i work today 11-7 this is gonna bug me all day...

MY LUNCHTIME DELIMA!!!

Well I am having some troubles getting a name for this Blog entry, Hopefully one will come by the end... Anyways I hate my school not the teachers or the people its just so damn small I am in a class of 7, 5 of those being guys fun ey? I dont like anyone right now wich is unusal because I usally always like 1-2 girls. I am begining to loose hope seing as though im the only single one in my class, Oh well one will come along... Soon I hope, I have a basketball game thursday against the best team in the league. W ehave had 1 practise wich was yesterday and no games. Lets jus say i do not like where this is going...I completely suck but I jus like being there and participating, you never know maybe we got another underdog story, I wouldnt be on our team winning though Ive barely had time to play my PS3 between MSN work and School, im getting pretty hungry dont know what im gonna make myself,Something with cheese though, Mayb get some PS3 time in when Cash Guns Caos finishes downloading,Maybe do some reading build something out of clay putty hell i dont know what you intelectuals do when your bored:P there we go the name problem is solved. I also watched house yesterday IT WAS AWESOME HES NOT GOING TO JAIL WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Well i always knew he wasnt going to jail deep down, And wats with Cameron and house oooo im so excited for next week

Anyways time for lunch later

A New Year

Well, now that were in 07' im excited about alot, mostly Febuary and March for all the great PS3 titles that will be released, and July 27 2007 when i get my License so I can drive my car. Of course im gonna start saving up for Car now so excited. Its between a Chevrolet Cavalier or a Honda Civic both are Compacts that ill be able to pump up and they are cheap too. Im hopefully going to Montreal when I graduate in an attempt to get a job as a game designer with Ubisoft or Activision, I have a few backup-plans tho. Mostly go work for SCEA because i love video games and I have alot of neat ideas but I have no talent watsoever in programing or anything of the likes. Alot of people would think im crazy for leaving Alberta to go to a Place with such a bad economic status. Another thing I would like is give movie directing a try, but all of those things are because I see things in my head and tell myself" wow that would be so cool in a game/movie" Who knows maybe ill make a movie game HAHA jk... There not all bad, Kong was good

Potato Salad

I was eating potato salad a while ago and I was wondering "Wow potato salad seems like reminence of things we had n the fridge and we werent gonna use", wich brought me to the conclusion potato salad is a form of left overs, does anyone really go out and buy what they need to make potato salad? I dont know much people that do because u can whip it up out of anything u have in ur fridge, Celry,Potatoes, That half empty jar of miracle whip uv had lingering around in the back of your fridge. Like is there any desisive recipe for potato Salad. its good but i prefer from now on to call it left-overs. Think about that nextime u have abig spoon( or fork for all you city folk) of potato salad. So long and Goodnight

Laquer

Should of...

Here are some lyrics I identify with righ now:



Blue and Yellow- The Used

should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you

should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste some time with you

The Dolphins Cry-Live

life is like a shooting star
it don't matter who you are
if you only run for cover, it's just a waste of time
we are lost 'til we are found
this phoenix rises up from the ground
and all these wars are over

The Fray- Over My Head

I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

and most of all

My Immortal-Evanescence

When you crie ill wipe away all of your tears
You scream ill fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have All of me

"Im the King of ths pitty party with my jewel encrusted crown":

Well today is christamas woo! not really but i enjoy it anyways we celbrate on the 24 but i still enjoy it although i have alot on my mind or should i say someone... or some people more like :p I really like these lyrics the really express how i feel about her ( the one from school)

I wanna break into your heart
to see why you want us apart
Oh, I'm scared to death to find out what you think of me

Yeah the one i like is going out with a fucktard I think weve been over this before in an earlier post, sometimes i jus want to tell her how i feel but cant because even if i do i know it wont make a difference. I also know that i dont have a chance but a guy can hope cant he? Wich brings me to a question is it better to have false hope or no hope at all???? I just love her so much and I hope she realizes that...

Work Lately

Well work has been pretty sweet lately the work itself is really crappy but the people at work are just great, and theres a girl at work too!!!(well atleast one i like) im still trying to feel better about having a retard picked over me but call me crazy if she didnt give me "the EYE" :p i hope something comes out of this... Later all my readers (no one)

MERRY CHRISTNAS,HANUKA,KWANZA and all ethnic holidays...