The worst is the waiting, In this world im Suffocating, I feel your prescence filling up my lungs with oxygen... Well I have something to blog about for once, but the one I know will read this is the one that I dont want them to see. Well I thought I was over something that was going on in my life, it turns out that I was wrong. People have been telling me that
if you look for something you wont find it, Its funny because I was not looking for this and I definetly did not want this to happen. You see she has a boyfreind and as much as I hate to say it hes not a bad boyfreind. Wich for me is bad and good at the same time. On one hand she is happy, on the other im not. I need to learn to let go I guess but going to the same school and all well it tends to complicate things. Another thing I dont ike is knowing that even if they do break up its gonna be a while before she gets into another relationship, and in a year and a half she will no doubt go to university leaving us behind because on a weekly basis I get told how bad cold lake is... Wich also means that if they do end I still do not have a chance... Im wondering to myself if ill ever have a chance, Shes the greatest and meens alot to me and right now i just dont know what to do... Anyways i work today 11-7 this is gonna bug me all day...
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